Saturday, February 20, 2010


life gives you learning chances all the time; you just have to look for it. and see them. retrospect is one of the best and worst teachers. second chances aren't always given...use what you've learned the first time, and really apply it. not only to retrospect. you can't change it afterwards. but to a situation where you have already seen the signs//

you see the trails of the snake in the ground...what do you think lies ahead?

what is this life i am living? i am just living. this is not what i wanted. fin.

emotions are...interconnected. actions given based on emotions presented. see everything, as in the whole picture. i wish things were like chess. they can be. all possible worlds; all solutions. in too deep at times. stop and assess. monitor and adjust. practice. observe.

feel. please, start feeling life. feel its happiness, its pain. feel its truth, as well as its lies. see through people and their actions.

..but how do you know if you are realizing truth?

i don't know.

perhaps if you believe it/doesn't matter if no one else believes it but you.

eh. im done. it's 11:17 am, saturday morning, and i don't want this weight on my shoulders this early in my day...and i have not left my bed as of yet. i'm going to relax my mind a bit and stretch: get my body limber so i can overcome any physical obstacle that will manifest in front of me!! and because it feels good ^^;;

i don't exactly feel like making sense with these written thoughts. pardons to the reader if it all seems jumbled and sporadic.

it is.



it has to end
living in your head
without anything to numb you
living on the edge
without anything to numb you



it has to end to begin.

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