|muse:|

i think that may be the word. being aware of your surroundings, and focused at the same time. this takes practice.

i miss practice.

see yourself from an external point of view. take one of those video cameras that can swoop up down everywhere around and see yourself in your head at every angle so you can feel completely grounded within yourself and where you are in accordance with where everything else is.

i was in the doctor's office today. you know how they do. you finally get to go in the doctor's office, but then are waiting for another twenty minutes or so until the doctor actually shows. as i was waiting. i overheard her talking (i recognized her voice from the last time i saw her). she was on the phone with a lady, giving her her pregnancy due date.

august 21.

(dimitri's birthday ♥)

^____^!

it made me smile as i was sitting there.

on saturday evening, the trombonist performed with one of his many salsa bands. he rocked. casm and i really enjoied their performance :) and to top it off, there was food..and it was free! :D (pictures are on le fcbk::once i finished cropping a few ^_^;;) there was such a fun vibe about the room. most likely from everyone dancing and good music.

dancing + good music = fun vibes