annnnnooo....

Saturday, June 26, 2010


*this morning when i awoke i went to go wash my face, i paused for a moment. i felt like i had woken up in california. same feeling.


*a few weeks ago, on an early sat morning, i was making a usual left turn to go down banta and then to midland, i felt like i was driving in cyprus.

what is this telling me?

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what to do what to do








now this, im not sure where to go with it. i could make a treble clef in between. i could extend the left side and make it into a background image. i could keep it as is :)

just a doodle. i have to admit, its fun playing around with this program. the trombone's adobe illustrator is kinda on the sick side.

its saturday morning!! a lovely sat morning, too.

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visual enjoiment

one piece. 457 episodes!! i accidently watched episode 456 ^_^;; a good friend told me to check it out a while back. and i randomly decided yesterday morning to start watching it. ep. 7?


elfen lied. intense. 12 episodes total. its captivating.


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an addiction to __________.

friday night. 12:57 am.


had a great evening :D dinner with 'casm and ponycat at the latter's mother's house. her mom, who is one of the best, made curry shrimp and salmon. i mean it canNOT get any better than that. for desert, strawberries and wine ::yum::

earlier in the week, i had an interesting thought. it was of me purchasing a sealed container of sorts of chocolate covered walnuts/pecans/almonds/cashews/be it whatever your heart desires. then boiling said sealed container so that the chocolate melts, then freeze it. and it becomes one big block of chocolate and nuts (yea, i know, right? genius).

...however.

i never bought the sealed container of chocolate&nuts. on the way to melulose the gansta's house today, she said to 'casm, 'shit, i think i sat on something and it melted,' to which 'casm replied, 'oh no, its cool; those have been there since last week.' i asked to see what they were and much to my happiness, i was looking at a sealed bag of melted dark chocolate and cashews.

ponycat: my asscheeks bring you chocolatey divinity! here is another one!
illusion: oh shit! dark chocolate and almonds!!

(i was so fucking happy. i couldn't believe.)

ten min ago, i cut the darkchocoalmond bag open and proceed to dig in. succulent and heavy dark choc0late cut by distinct almonds. melted chocolate all over my fingers and you cant find it in your heart to waste so you lick your fingers clean and enjoy it. i fucking love chocolate. i admit. and you know what is better? i'm going to enjoi some after i finish this entry. SUCKA.

i've decided that at this point in my life, i want to hang out with the femmes more (once these crazy next two weeks conclude). a healthy dosage of estrogen is strongly being called for.

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i just realized,

Monday, June 14, 2010


about thirty seconds ago, that who i really am, is not what i portray. naturally, this sounded crazy to me. when you are alone, thats who you are. when i am around people, i am not this relaxed, pensive being sitting in front of her laptop. i kinda wish i could be this quiet around people. it would save me a few headaches, to be honest.

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motorcycle

Saturday, June 12, 2010


traveling somewhere

could be anywhere

theres a coldness in the air

but i don't care

we drift deeper

life goes on

we drift deeper

into the sound

the feeling is strong

so bring it on

embrace me

surround me

as the rush comes



chilling. last night in california. smoking a cigarette. posting on the comp. thinking. feeling. listening. still rolling a bit, a quite stoned. e, for lack of a better word, when in a relaxed place, is at ease. good, very good friends, all around. you could feel the electricity in the air. and the comfortabiltiy we were in. we picked up as if seven years had not gone by. though it obvious time has passed, but we picked up. i cant help but smile because those few reading know what i mean by this..feeling.


i knew this song hit me hard for a reason. every time it would come on randomly, something would push me to listen to it again and again. and again.


as the rush comes.






the universe is a beautiful place. if you look at it. everything is connected. it has to be. i mean. once you starting feeling the world, it all connects more and you see them. of course this could just be how my mind twists things to see. but there, is the key. my mind twists things to see. am i twisting or just seeing.



then again, could just be me.

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it's nighttime now.

Thursday, June 10, 2010


its high time i wrote something here.

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