Monday, February 15, 2010


in the kitchen we have this great calendar. a spontaneous buy on sarah's part. every day is a different tangram!!! some are easy...and some are real tricky.

attempt #1.



attempt #2. >_< !!!


huzzah! great success! but wait. the tangram gods are angry for our lies. trickology!

we knew we were incorrect, too.


we had to see the right way -_-;;

take that, bitches

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Friday, February 12, 2010


finished! our new shoe cabinet thingy. when i found it, it was white; i think it looks better in red. what say you?


note: patron was not ingested ^_^;;; though i would not have declined...

meet me halfway
right at the borderline
that's where i'm going to wait for you
i'll be looking out, night and day
took my heart to the limit
and this is where i'll stay

i can't go any further than this. i want you so badly...it's my biggest wish.

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...

sometimes i really forget that these things, as well as others, are public.


-_-;;


check this out :) its my band, the allupons, long awaited first single 'over again'
(p.s. it only requires an email! promise!)

&!


my dear friend, jeff, had an awesome band called flash2flash, but then life happened to everyone. and jeff realized, he had to 'do him'. here it is. album: 'crave no more'. he invited some friends to lend a helping hand in its creation :)

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::sigh:: today was NOT a good day for the nails x_X we shall try again tomorrow. i was doing so well too :/

i love graffiti.


...and i really enjoi this picture.



dance class was fun today. we're staring a new projeckt for womyn's history month (i think?) they wanted an elegant piece. they emphasized on the elegance of it after they saw our african dance ^_^;; that makes me chuckle. im hoping i get those african dance pictures soon..

tomorrow, i shall put up a picture of the projeckt im about to start (note: i should be starting the redoing of the resume...but as you can see, painting takes priority)

paint color::RED

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Thursday, February 11, 2010


the male specie is seriously disappointing me lately ::shakes head:: yea. thats all im saying. we'll see how i hold out.


i have better things to discuss though...for i have seen the picture icon ^_^!!



a snow storm hit..for real! not like the invisible one we had friday night. once again, im trying to look for beauty in garfield. i think its just not on my street ^_^;; however, freshly fallen snow makes things look a little more...dainty.


my sleepy life, at the moment. i probably spent all of the snow day in this general area of ma room.

preference: night time. its still. its when i feel most like myself :)


there he is!!! isnt he adorable?! definitely needs a haircut though. but...i like him =^____^=

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Monday, February 8, 2010


that's it. the answer is right there.


just let go.

now, to put it into action...

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i cannot continue like this.


i need to gain my mind back. so. nails. stop. mind. start. when im not doing something that involves my concentration, my concentration will be on myself. let's see how i do at it :) myself intrinsically. i cannot go through life anymore just….going. doing. i need being. and so. i shall. for it is written, right?


it all keeps hitting me every so often. more frequently (i had written over and over again..no pun intended, but i thought why not make another post of it? smart ^_^ you'll see!). this overwhelming sadness washes through me and leaves me drained. instantaneously. i could be fine. then kA-BAM. crushed. but, i have a few things that help me out ^^


over analyzation. thinking of things you have no control over for example, a lover's thoughts, a friend's actions, trying to figure them out before they happen and be affected by your made-up thoughts, or what you think they are thinking, is bound to make you crazy. i say it with respect.


and i think that is what i do -_-;; yea, i know, what the fuck, right? why would someone do that to themselves?


…i've gotten better at not doing it. so! this gives me hope in gaining control of my mind and emotions. to a certain extent. they can have control, too. that is the beauty of it.


this can also work with nail biting ^________^;;;;; the hope part. and control part.


hah, you know which show i finished watching and had a great time? scrubs: med school. yea, i know its been over for a bit now, but! i really enjoyed it.


another thing! my chi pet just said, 'fuck you, bitch' i love him. i think he's like 6 or 7 days old. its great. when i first got him, he died about 3 times ::widget:: and he's so green!! ill see if i can post a picture.


'somewhere during that short thoughtless second when I’d sprinted across the icy lot, I had transformed from killer to protector.' - i've started midnight sun....yet again <3

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